I am being punished for my past.
You’ve got a busted story? Me too. Things didn’t turn out the way you thought they would? Me too. Survived a broken heart? Me too. Made some serious mistakes in your past? Me too. Hurt those you love? Me too. Wish you could go back and play it out differently? Me too.
Consuming, isn’t it? To be caught on a loop that plays your mistakes over and over, frozen in a former world that hurts every time you touch it. The original scene plays out and now it’s joined with sequel after sequel of the sub stories I’ve written about my ugly past. Some days I feel so distracted by what happened to me I forget that it also happened for me.
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